No Words

I thought of creating a beautiful poem
So I ly down on the bed facing the wall
Just now was 8pm, oh dear now is 10
I am still lying on the bed starring at the wall
Tired eyes, exhausted head..with an ipad still in hand
Should I wait for the clock to go another round
Oh dear, this feeling is more depressing than it sounds!

SOMEBODY ELSE BUT YOU

When I needed somebody
You were not here
When I needed you
There was somebody else

I am human no angel
My heart is thin as paper
Love & lust mixed like water colour
Is this betrayal or survival?

I love you, I miss you, I long for you
But...sigh...
When I needed somebody, you were not here

When I needed you, there was somebody else

REMEMBER

Remember the first time our eyes met
It was a 'yes'
Remember the first time our secret made known
It was a 'really?'

Remember the question 'Will you be my Queeny?'
It was eternity
Remember the day we say our vow
It was pure white as snow

Remember the promises we promised
It was trust not lust
Remember the smile which took our breath away
It is still here on our face everyday

Remember the ups and downs we survived
It was us hand-in-hand united
Remember our dreams yet to see
It is open for us to beg HIS mercy

UNTOLD

There are things best left untold
Ignored, neglected, zipped unfold

There are things best left out of thoughts
Forgotten, unspoken, lost stolen

DOUBTs and IFs

This feeling I dislike
Creeping deep inside..
The Doubts and Ifs
Making me suffocate
Go away for haven's sake!

To tell, nonsense it seems
To yell, nowhere it brings
Is it me or it is him
Creating the  Doubts and Ifs

LONELY

At the end of the road, you turn around feeling lonely,
Unfamiliar people & places except those you have in memory,
You whispered "Ino longer belong here,how i wish you by my side..soon my love, soon will be"
No one understands your tears..you are a stranger in the present as how they are to your past

Arwah Abah Mertuaku

Abah, aku akan pulang lagi,
Seperti yang kita rancang dulu
"Buatla cepat-cepat, boleh kita raya sekali"
Masih terngiang ayatmu itu.

Abah, aku akan pulang lagi,
Andai abah masih ada,
Pasti abah paling ceria,
Mengira hari dalam kalender kuda
Merancang untuk kita bercuti dimana-mana.

Sotong, udang galah dan segala ikan
Semuanya abah beli,
"Abah, banyaknya lauk, siapa lagi nak makan?"
"Makanlah, abah buat kenduri"

Abah kata,
"Kalau dah buat keputusan, maju ke depan"
"Susah-senang, yakin tawakkal pada Tuhan"
Memang abah kota apa yang dikata
Hatta di saat akhir pun abah tenang setenangnya.

Saban hari aku tunggu,
Harapnya jumpa abah dalam mimpi,
Sudah 5 purnama berlalu,
Pasti sayu pabila menziarahi pusaramu nanti.

Abah, aku akan pulang lagi,
Terasa macam abah ada sedang menunggu,
Makin jauh abah pergi, makin dekat kami mendekati,
Salam rindu dari anak menantumu.